just my opinion – which matters a lot to me

I usually don’t talk about this thing, but after some other irritating-and-yet-continuous news it’s time for the World to realize that this country should get the same lesson as Iraq when they ‘attacked’ Kuwait years ago.

For God’s sake, I used to not care about the tensions there, to ignore any news coming from there, but seriously, why these people insisted their opinion, acting like what they did was all for defense. Nothing more. All I’m saying is: B**L S**T!! You’ve waited for long time to do this right? And you just tried to find an excuse to legitimate what you’re doing right now! Any silly arguments will be enough for you to start attacking.

I can only hope that someday, God will show them the truth in such a way that they will feel what those victims feel and what their family go through after their loved ones are gone.

*by the way, am I allowed to talk such thing here? You know even walls have ears, so how about internet? don’t care anyway… it’s my blog and I’m here to express my opinion. And one beautiful thing about opinion is: There are NO RIGHT or WRONG opinion, they are just OPINIONS!! Period.

guilt

Human is such an amazing creature. Why? It’s because we have many things that any other living forms don’t (well, we’re not talking about aliens, are we?). Things like feeling, desire, passion, guilt and so on.

Before I go deeper into this human psychology things, I want to share what I’ve been through these days.

Lately, I’ve just had a major problem. It has something to do with my body. Wanna know? I had MUMPS!!

how cool is it?

Come across this blog and this picture is so hilarious.

And another quote from the same blog by one of US. President reminds me of something about the country I am now in.

Got what I’m talking about? How does it feel living in somewhere where wealth is so common but freedom is something very rare?

everything happens for a reason

Just when you thought everything was fine, there is this unexpected circumstances come along.

It’s been an overwhelming week for me. I was drawn physically and mentally. And the weekends I plan as the charging time for me turned out to be more less the same.

I don’t know where this came from, but seriously why it should be me, why it should be now, why it should happen in the first place!

Only God knows my life, and I’m positively sure that this will give me time to remind myself of everything that has happened to me lately. Have I been thankful? Have I taken the lesson?

Sigh…

proof found!

This article definitely proved my point. Loud and clear

Jumat malam (14/7) pekan lalu menjadi jamuan malam istimewa bagi 386 jago fisika dari 83 negara. Bertempat di ruang makan Hall of Residents kompleks Nanyang Technological University (NTU), Singapura, Prof Loh Nee Lam, koordinator Office of Admission NTU, mengundang secara khusus para peserta Olimpiade Fisika Internasional ke-37 (37th IPhO).

Sang guru besar universitas terkemuka di Singapura itu hendak memberi wejangan. Namun, lebih dari seperempat jam sang profesor menguraikan presentasinya, tak satupun kalimat terucap menyebut perkembangan fisika mutakhir. Harapan ingin mendapatkan uraian segar fisika terkini, para peserta justru disodori formulir pendaftaran.

trouble in paradise

Freedom is something that matters a lot to me, and of course for everyone else. My primary school teachers always taught me that this country was built from bloods and tears of centuries of struggle against the enemy. At that time, I practically had no idea of how hard it took to get freedom for the nation. For me, they’re just chapters of papers I must remember so that I can pass the test with flying colors.

Now, I begin to realize what’s behind this. It might sound a bit too confident saying that I do understand – yeah, like you know everything! – but hey, what’s wrong with it?

Being dependent or attached onto something or someone is definitely uncomfortable. Just imagine the situation is like this: You went to see a movie with your friends. Ten minutes before the movie started, you already showed up but your friend, who apparently had all the tickets, didn’t. So, you waited for him. Time ran very fast until you realized it’s already fifteen minutes over. The movie must’ve started by now, but still your friend hadn’t come. How does it feel? It feels really suck, doesn’t it? Things could be different if every one of you had the ticket on their own.

new decade

It’s amazing one day could make you think back of what you’ve been through for the past years of your life.

Today, I am officially 20. I’m not really fan of celebrating one particular day just because it shares the same date with the day I was born. But I know I’m totally into resolution and targets, which bring me to the following thoughts.

This age is definitely not classified under teenager or even kid, so I shouldn’t act like one. Being twenty means you need to start what you would achieve in the next five or ten years. You should be able to draw your life map (or your what-would-be life map) to see whether you’re in the right direction or not.

things and thanks

Yesterday, I experienced many new things in my life. I went to the company’s boiler system which currently is under maintenance. Something I’d like to share with all my friends here.
It was my first time:

• Climbing a vertical ladder. Straight vertical. Usually, a ladder is put in such a way so that it makes certain acute angle with horizontal plane. Just so you know, for the last nineteen years, I’ve never climbed any sole-standing ladder. It just creeps me out. How am I supposed to be sure that it’s strong enough to hold my (slightly overweight) body?

when it comes to MONEY …

What is it with money that:

• you feel you could control all people around you
• you think you are in a much better position with other
• you need to count every little penny you have to make sure you don’t lose one
• makes you forget how PRICELESS a FRIENDSHIP is because you took everything for granted

Seriously, why am I surrounded with people and circumstances where money takes it all?

my first week

Things have been running so fast lately. What do you expect when you just start your internship and must be able to keep up with the ‘Singapore way of working’?

This week is my first week of internship in one of a company (c’any) in Jurong Island. I wrote here before that I didn’t pick this company but for one reason and another, I’m there right now. Actually, the schedule for internship is from July 10 to December 9, but since they request me to start earlier, so there it was.

Start with the people I met during my first week.